~ impian, kenangan, coretan pengalaman insan tiada pernah ku jumpa. tapi setelah ku baca, ku mengerti sebenarnya kisah kita tiada berbeza. impianku biar penuh warna, biar penuh corak, biar ku terluka ~
saya sorg full time student di UNIRAZAK Sabah Regional Center College, Kota Kinabalu. bakal sorg guru kerana study dlm jurusan Bachelor In Education (HONS). berasal dari TAWAU dan lahir pada 27 JUN 1988. Puteri kesayangan EN. ARSHAD bin SALING dan PN. SUAIBA binti MOHD ARIP. anak ke4 dr 4org adik-beradik dan cuma saya yg berkuasa kerana saya the only one of their princess. lain semua prince's. peringatan:: saya sorg blogger SABAHAN (im proud of it), sila jgn berasa pelik sekiranya saya mbuat post menggunakan bahasa sarawak(kadang-kadang jak tu). im still SABAHAN
Pejamkan matamu untukku Dengarlah dunia berkata-kata Usah kau ragu di sini tempatmu Walau berubah di mata kita tetap indah Selagi kau masih percaya
Ketawa kecewa terpisah Jalan yang lurus kian berhalang Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata Ku harap ku masih percaya
Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata Ku harap kau masih percaya
Buka matamu Biar aku memelukmu Kita bersama masih muda masih mentah Ku harap kau masih percaya
Selama ini selama ini Selama ini selama ini Selama ini selama ini Selama ini
Di dalam sendu yang teramat Kulihat senja yang berlabuh Dan malam pun melepas layar Kaku aku di sini Bersama harapan terbakar
Siapa di antara kita Yang dulu memula sengketa Pastinya diriku bagimu Yang engkau anggap punca Biarpun ketara engkau yang mula
Bukan sekali kau suarakan Kebimbangan pada cintaku Kau tak mampu Bersendirian tanpaku Itu semua lembut lidah manis madah Penuh helah yang pastinya Aku adalah sandaran Bagai hilang semangat diri Keyakinanku..terlebur kini..
Sesungguhnya kau ku sanjung tinggi Bererti hanya kau di hati Sayangnya kejernihan cinta Yang mencermin setia kau keruhkan warnanya..
Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Yeah I could use a dream or a genie or a wish To go back to a place much simpler than this Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin' And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion And all the pandemonium and all the madness There comes a time where you fade to the blackness And when you're staring at that phone in your lap And you hoping but them people never call you back But that's just how the story unfolds You get another hand soon after you fold And when your plans unravel And they sayin' what would you wish for If you had one chance So airplane airplane sorry I'm late I'm on my way so don't close that gate If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night
Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Somebody take me back to the days Before this was a job, before I got paid Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days Before the politics that we call the rap game And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape And back before I tried to cover up my slang But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray So can I get a wish to end the politics And get back to the music that started this sh-t So here I stand and then again I say I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now there's a steel knife In my windpipe I can't breathe But I still fight While I can fight As long as the wrong feels right It's like I'm in flight High of a love Drunk from the hate It's like I'm huffing paint And I love it the more that I suffer I sufficate And right before im about to drown She resuscitates me She fucking hates me And I love it Wait Where you going I'm leaving you No you ain't Come back We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane Cause when it's going good It's going great I'm Superman With the wind in his bag She's Lois Lane But when it's bad It's awful I feel so ashamed I snap Who's that dude I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much You can barely breathe When you're with them You meet And neither one of you Even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills Used to get 'em Now you're getting fucking sick Of looking at 'em You swore you've never hit 'em Never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face Spewing venom And these words When you spit 'em You push Pull each other's hair Scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down
Pin 'em So lost in the moments When you're in 'em It's the rage that took over It controls you both So they say it's best To go your separate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today That was yesterday Yesterday is over It's a different day Sound like broken records Playin' over But you promised her Next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game But you lied again Now you get to watch her leave Out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things Did things That we didn't mean And we fall back Into the same patterns Same routine But your temper's just as bad As mine is You're the same as me But when it comes to love You're just as blinded Baby please come back It wasn't you Baby it was me Maybe our relationship Isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens When a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much To walk away though Come inside Pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity In my voice when I talk Told you this is my fault Look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist At the dry wall Next time There will be no next time I apologize Even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fucking leave again I'mma tie her to the bed And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
semua mendoakan itu tidak akan berlaku, tp hakikatnya ia telah pun berlaku. sikap semua org menyebabkannya tetap berlaku. dalam diam, semua berlaku di dalam hati. pada realitinya cuba disembunyikan, semua berdusta.
bukan kamu saja yg tidak tahan, aku bagai mau gila mengharunginya. kamu boleh slamba, aku letih mencari penyelesaiannya. kununnya mau semua bertanggungjawab, klu sekarang nie pun tanggungjawab boleh diabaikan membiarkan orang lain terkapai2 utk bertanggungjawab atas kepentingan bersama sesuatu yg tidak mustahil jika aku katakan perkara ini tetap masih akan berlaku jika masing2 xsedarkan diri
kesusahan sendiri saja yang dikesan. tidak terniat mau melukakan, tapi sampai bila mau melukakan diri sendiri itu pun demi org yg juga melukakan wlupun tanpa mereka sedari. utk pengetahuan semua aku juga sudah tidak mampu menanggung kesusahanku sendiri semua demi menutup kesusahan kamu juga kesusahanku kamu xkesankan???? aku sangat kecewa kerana itu
xsabar mau balik, mau tamatkan semua ini. dgn harapan semuanya akan berakhir nanti.
dia janji dia xkan membiarkan aku melalui semua itu lg harap janjinya dtunaikan
aku juga telah membuat keputusan sekiranya tiada perubahan tanggungjawabku hanya utk kami sahaja bukan utk org lain MUKTAMAD