Mengusung Rindu - Spin

::8 hari::

...assalamualaikum...

updating time

setelah sekian lama ku tinggalkan, hari nie aku kembali padamu.
my exam start today, my 1st paper on 9am.
see you soon questions.

final exam yg paling stress. masa terlampau banyak dibuang.
keputusan dibuat:
memasukkan semua masalah jauh ke dalam lubuk hati.
tp hanya untuk seketika. xmau merosakkan suasana examku.
insyaallah, akan menyelesaikannya sebelum cuti sem.
if xdapat diselesaikan, keputusan hanya akan dibuat selepas cuti sem.
kerjasama dari semua pihak amat diperlukan.
masa untuk aku memikirkan pasal diri sendiri.
lelah menjaga hati orang hingga mengabaikan hati sendiri
(maaf kpd yg membaca, jgn terasa ya. entry ini bekisar tentang kita tp bukan tentang kami. so, diharap jgn berkecil hati)

p/s kpd sang hati::aku dengar bunyi retak itu, akan sedaya upaya tidak menghancurkamu. itu janjiku

Beyonce-Broken Hearted Girl

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

::just watch me cry, and you hurting me again::

....omg....
yes, she was hurting me again and again